the HDB house upgrading program is
SO NOT COOL.
now ALL of my house is covered in plastic sheets
to prevent dirt from getting in.
and my room is like super stuffed with sofas and stuff.
i can't even get to my wardrobe without climbing over things.
and my mum is sharing the room with me.
not good. cos i really like my personal space.

and the most awesome thing of all,
THERE IS NO TOILET OR SHOWER.
when i saw the makeshift bathroom in the MIDDLE
of my kitchen i was like "oh my gawd i didn't want it like this"
and the water that came out was like ICE.
i am SO going to church to bathe later.
Plus tonight i have to doll up for girls night out at clarke quay.
just great man.
and i can't even walk around barefooted cos of the dust from the
construction going on in my house.
now i am stuck in my room,
and i don't dare to go out because the construction workers are outside.
and just now when i heard their voices outside my house I actually felt
scared.

Okay i'm done being a whiny annoying spoilt brat.

Yesterday while i was shivering due to the cold shower.
A thought kind of like hit me,
right in the face,
in between my forehead.
It came out like this:" Who the heck are you to complain like this,
your mum isn't even complaining, and you didn't even help to pack the stuffs,
you're just required to stay in a stuffed room and use a makeshift bathroom
that at least has water coming out for 10 stinking short days."
I was kind of humbled and guilty.
Its true. At least i have a house to live in, water to use and drink.
I really take for granted even the most basic thing.
So i was like:"Okay you are not to complain about anything in front of mummy anymore
you tard. Suck it up and be grateful"
So that was my mini-sobering session in the shower.
HAHA.
Can't wait for later!!!